It's four in the morning
And this gin is running out
Like everything I've ever loved
I hate the way I doubt
Everyone is telling me I'm gonna be okay
I don't see the harm in letting them believe
That they have made a difference
I've got all these messages
From women in phone
Maybe when I met them
I believed I'd make it home
Before the winter comes and washes out
The toxins in my blood
I know a girl from Arizona who can
Show you what it means to be in love
Do you believe in second chances
I know they don't come easy
But it's harder still to hold a grudge
I know a girl who says she's happy
I guess that I believe her
But I've never seen her stone face budge
She asks if I'm okay
And I'm not sure what to say
So I just smile
I hate all these folk singers
Who scream about their pain
Maybe cause I'm one of them
And I don't need the shame of
Finding out their better at what I want to say
It's hard to verbalize your feelings in a medicated state
So I'm not talking about the weather
With some stranger on the train
So pack up the brochures explaining
Why you're feeling great
Cause I'm not here to listen
To the ways that you found peace
I'm staring out my window
Hoping to get home to my release
And on the nights my mind won't give up
I swear the Keating Bells exist
To tell me that I'm still awake
I know they say we've all got baggage
I guess you've got some, too
But I'm the one who wears it on my face
Just look under my eyes
I'm never satisfied
I guess that's no surprise
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