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Stranger: It's yrs to keep
Stole my heart, put it on your sleeve
You're not the first to know
But the Bronx is burning so you've got to go
Walk out, buddy, don't act tough
Shared a cigarette with some downtown punks
Lights out, watch the shadow show
See the silhouettes in the streetlight glow
D train in the dead of night
Want to find some fucker, want to pick some fight
I'm tired of this trust fund town
No gold on my eyes when they put me in the ground
Going to find myself some peace of mind
Put his head to the tracks
Stand behind the yellow line
Going to break my knuckles on the next poor guy
Who's wondering what it's like to take what's mine
What's a dime piece when you make six figures
Benzos on the table, the benjamins for later
You've got heart, but we'll fix that sister
Can't you force a smile for at least one picture
Done again, it seems, with this town
Shouting in the Bronx Beer Hall
What a huge prick for a girl that small
Wallet out and she sees what he's got
Call it skill, call it fate, fuck whatever you want
I won't be the first to go
Rather watch them leave, let them step on my toes
New Hope in patient snow
Until she watches him leave
Picks his shirt up off the floor
Going to find myself a new disaster
Watch her come back, white like alabaster
Bastard's going to step like the bar bring safety
Use your money as a bandage
It heals much faster
Want to cut my fists on some Warby Parkers
Tell your fat friend he's no starving artist
What's in a name but a million dollars
Stop and smell the rose in the Botanical Gardens
Dead again it seems from this town
What's a dime piece when you make six figures
Benzos on the table, the benjamins for later
You've got heart, but we'll fix that sister
Can't you force a smile for at least one picture
Done again, it seems, with this town
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Barcelona Blues
04:19
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Lost my head in the calle
Barcelona blues
Left my heart in Gibraltar
I've got nothing to lose
Saw her talking to Burgos bums
Convinced herself she can speak in tongues
Revenir, baby, revenir
I'm tired of seeing a skeleton in the mirror
Reappear, darling, reappear
No, fuck it, go move to Granada and drown in your tears
I guess now I'm a cuckold
Damn, girl, who let you loose
When I asked for your motive
You said, "The world is just cruel."
Saw her out with a trophy boy
Love's just a game and I'm yesterday's toy
Revenir, baby, revenir
You cried like the Ebro, the sun dried your tears
Reappear, darling, reappear
This fado is fatal, you're flawed but you're near
Going to wander up the widow's walk
Find myself a pinnace to smuggle you home
Want to see my monisima
Lo siento de veras
Hear her lisp like Castillian
Fracture my bones
Revenir, baby, revenir
His eyes are Iberian, drawing her near
Reappear, darling, reappear
Pour revenir, etoile, tu doit partir
Come meet me in Paris
The skies here are clear
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When in Rome
04:19
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Sleep is for the week, this is the weekend
I know you're out, don't try to tell me that you're sleeping
Everybody's got a price and yours is that you're high
I know you're going to call before I see the sunrise
So don't try to tell me that you're done with all of this
The people at the liquor store can't see your splintered wrists
So you can buy a bottle for the train ride back to me
This city's sucked the soul from you for just a modest fee
This is not over
Until I see you better or dead
Lost my job, I lost my girl, I lost my mind
But faults are made to mark for us the passages of time
Don't try to tell me that the world is full of sin
I know by now that things must end for others to begin
So I've got a flask that we can pass when you get back
We'll sit down on your bedroom floor and cry until we laugh
And you can buy a gram or two and we can feel alright
I'm tired of the constant fear of every next fight so
This is not over
Until I see you better or dead
When in Rome you've got to fight until you're free
Every dime I ever earned I spent on misery
I know where the money is, you know just how to spend it
How many times do we have to try to end this
I think I saw you in another magazine
No, just some other girl who's eyes were kelly green
Darling call the doctor cause I need another hit
Or somebody to wrestle me into a straightjacket
Shit, guess I lost my mind again just looking at a map
This coastal country fucked you up you're never coming back
This is not over
Until I see you better or dead
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Keating Bells
04:19
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It's four in the morning
And this gin is running out
Like everything I've ever loved
I hate the way I doubt
Everyone is telling me I'm gonna be okay
I don't see the harm in letting them believe
That they have made a difference
I've got all these messages
From women in phone
Maybe when I met them
I believed I'd make it home
Before the winter comes and washes out
The toxins in my blood
I know a girl from Arizona who can
Show you what it means to be in love
Do you believe in second chances
I know they don't come easy
But it's harder still to hold a grudge
I know a girl who says she's happy
I guess that I believe her
But I've never seen her stone face budge
She asks if I'm okay
And I'm not sure what to say
So I just smile
I hate all these folk singers
Who scream about their pain
Maybe cause I'm one of them
And I don't need the shame of
Finding out their better at what I want to say
It's hard to verbalize your feelings in a medicated state
So I'm not talking about the weather
With some stranger on the train
So pack up the brochures explaining
Why you're feeling great
Cause I'm not here to listen
To the ways that you found peace
I'm staring out my window
Hoping to get home to my release
And on the nights my mind won't give up
I swear the Keating Bells exist
To tell me that I'm still awake
I know they say we've all got baggage
I guess you've got some, too
But I'm the one who wears it on my face
Just look under my eyes
I'm never satisfied
I guess that's no surprise
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Apathy with Altria
04:19
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PM stands for Phillip Morris, post-mortem, after dark
Tylenol, and ethanol, and morning's here are all false starts
I just want your heart my cynic
Take what I say but don't spin it
Sinning is less fun when you're alone
AM stands for I am restless, automatic cycles spinning
Arms are open, eyes are closing, winning is the darkest art
I don't want to fight this feeling even if it leaves me reeling
Stuck in neutral in no parking zones
You're a piece of work of art of every modern school of thought
The architect who drew you up should win a Nobel Prize
Lies are woven wire words and I've got all these lighter burns
From lighting all the candles just to try to mask your scent
I don't try to hide my struggles
People don't just live in bubbles
Bubbles tend to rise until they pop
FU is my alma mater and my recent constant mantra
I know I'm a creature comfort, you're a cannibal my lover
Break the skin and taste the flesh, it's easy for you to forget
But I've got memories that I can't quit
You're a piece of broken glass on 86th and Lex
The charlatan I met down there just tells me to relax
So I say
Hey buddy would you give it a rest
I know I've spent too much money on blow and cigarettes
Yeah you've got a certain wisdom to you, everybody does
That doesn't mean I'm looking for your thoughts on what I've done
I've looked through every borough in this god forsaken town
Just looking for an upper that'll make me feel less down
But nothing seems to dull all my synapses til I'm drunk
Stumbling out the door and screaming something about love
So yeah I've got some wisdom too so shut your plastic mouth
She said her lover now's a rat and I was just a mouse
So I will squeak these dirty strings across this old fretboard
And wonder if she grew to hate me or she just got bored
And let me finish this song up with one discordant chord
I'm broke, I'm sober, I'm upset
But I can take some more
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Iron City
04:19
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Don't mistake a sancho for a santo
He'll chew you up and throw you out the door
I've seen your snake skin lighter
And I know how much you love it
But he wore it down to bones
You still want more
Don't give giving all your stash to strangers
They'll only see the surface of your eyes
They're green like every dollar
That you spent to get to L.A.
But you found that every peach attracts it flies
If you want to try to get to heaven
I don't know why you think it's on the streets
I've seen this all before with a simple truck stop whore
Lot lizards looking for some heat
You said if god wanter you to exist
I guess then he wouldn't have made me
I look great in ski masks and I'm only holding for a friend
I'm stuffed with blow like taxidermied dreams
Bright eyed zeitgeist, I'm pulling down her torn tights
Porn white chlorine thighs
Sore sight for scorned eyes
Soar kites by war flights
Florsheims, more l'chayim, less fights
If you really love the taste of butane
Then wrap this up in foil for the road
Planes chained to runways
Don't talk to me about heartache
I hate the way you look in all my clothes
it's a grey day in Iron City
The cops hang around at the store
It's a grey day in Iron City
She's looking for a wealthier senor
If you want to try to walk on water
Forget the fact you never learned to swim
Grace laced with codeine
The code switch alluring, but coco rico's just the sound of hens
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Lolita
04:19
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Don't forget me, fragile friend
I've got nothing left to hide
If you speak with some conviction
I can try to read your mind
I am ignorant at best
Dammit, don't reflect my lows
I have seen your weakest moments
You'll come out to see my show
And your brain is wrecked with all the shit
You feed it just to smile
Yeah, your feet are sore but don't forget
I've been there every mile
And this empty pack of cigarettes
Commemorates our night
If you're trying to sleep next to me
I won't put up a fight
I hate fucking Fordham
But I love the way you look in it
Your eyes are full of Vyvanse
Saw your smile in a book I read, Lolita
My monisima
Don't undress me, fragile friend
I've got nothing left inside
We can dance in the bodega
With our veins all full of wine
And the pages stick together
Guess we skipped one here or there
Doesn't matter if the words are hanging
Heavy in the air
I'm not rich like all the guys you get
To stare at you in bars
But I'm here until the day
That all the blood leaks out my arms
I'm tired of writing New York songs
And acting like it's cool
On 3rd and 187th
Burned an effigy to you
I know his apartment
Cause you walked me by it once
You told me on his bedroom wall
He hung a poster up, Lolita
May never see him again
And I don't hate you for the things you did
To live some endless night
On a couch all full of Ativan
I tried to take my life
And I will not be ashamed of what I did when i was broken
My fairweather friends stopped bothering
To tell me to quit smoking, Lolita
I tried to reach you at the end
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New York isn't dead, it was a stillborn
And now we're just awaiting autopsies
There's no place like home for the hollow days
But I guess there's nowhere else that I can be
I hate the way you summer in the Hamptons
I hate the way you act like that's a thing
I'm spending all my money on the hopes that
Someday I can afford a diamond ring
You talk with the ferocity of schizos
But only when you've had a few to drink
My friends all tell me that I am an asshole
The world is all just darkness when I blink
Wick away the liquor from your lips, peach
Speak to me like you can read my mind
I don't think too much about the future
Mostly cause I never know the time
My arm's a bandolier across your chest babe
This bar is full of bullets in the air
I realized this city is a shithole
I'm realizing you never really cared
What was it they said about repenting?
Get rid of all your pent up energy
I remember as a kid I loved the ocean
Always said someday I'd sail the seven seas
But I'm stuck down here in the harbor, baby
Counting all the ships
Heard The Monitor and I'm armored lately
You're looking for the chips
Oh my god, tonight I think I'm tweaking
Freaking, speaking leaking words into your ear
Lock me up in straightjackets on subways
Right now I think I need to disappear
Brooklyn houses every goddamn graveyard
We're living next to dead men on the streets
If I die tonight I swear I'll kill myself
Let me revel in my own hypocrisy
So throw me in the ground all wrapped in satin
Let the children's choir sing sad poetry
And I will rise again with a prescription
Smoke two packs a day and pray I fall asleep
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